Everyone is Dumb Except You and I

fuck all of this

2009-04-11T16:44:42Z

Should I fucking move to China?

Fuck

2008-02-26T00:12:28Z

Fuck fuck fucking fuck fuckers. Fuckity fuck fuck fuck. Fizzuck fucking fuck. Fucker fucking? Fuck fack fuck:

1. Fuck
2. Fuck
3. Fuck
4. Cunt
5. Fuck
6. Fuck
7. Fuck

Fuckerizing Fuckdom.

dun dun dun! (descending)

2007-10-22T23:34:02Z

That old feeling is back, gnawing away at my insides.

No PTO

2007-08-06T06:35:34Z

I haven't yet been able to settle on a fitting metaphor for this weekend. It would have to be simply divine tho. She doesn't scare me at all.

I'm bringing godlike back

2007-07-21T13:33:27Z

I finally found some work. Good work. So far it seems good at least. I am feeling fairly optimistic about everything, so far that I feel vitually no animosity towards anybody. The problem is I really don't feel much of anything, like I'm disconnected from the source. Nothing exciting, nothing depressing. Everything seems like raw data. My theory so far is that by avoiding and excising all the emotional bullshit in my life, I have nothing left to drive me. Either that or I blew a fuse.

150 resumes out there = not even a phone call

2007-06-05T15:58:07Z

I have officially given up on Windsor. I am selling my home, selling my truck, selling my possesions, buying a van and driving west until I start to feel happy again. My family is dead set against it. My sister is angry and calling me selfish and my mother is sad. I have run out of EI, I have no job and I am drowning in debt. FUCK THIS PLACE.

and back the pendulum swings

2007-06-02T22:29:02Z

Less than one month later, and I couldn't be any more tense. Smoke free for 9 days, 1 week of EI left, no job...

exhale

2007-05-08T22:31:33Z

I feel a bit less tense now.

unrelated

2007-04-09T02:41:13Z

Like I said, we reap what we sow. In the end you weren't what you seemed to be, so the you that I cared about and missed was all a facade. The last words I said to you were "good luck" and I meant them, cause you'll need it with all of that nasty shit inside of you.

the great editor

2007-03-22T14:07:58Z

It's funny what brings a smile to my face sometimes. And it's even better seeing bad people get what's coming to them. We do reap what we sow.

tsk tsk

2007-02-12T21:40:13Z

I have virtually abandoned hope and am now running on a full tank of fear.

Yum Yum

2006-11-20T19:09:00Z

I savour the flavour saver!

GSP! GSP! GSP!

2006-11-19T06:22:25Z

Tonite Georges St. Pierre did what I said he would do.
He mauled Matt Hughes and brought the belt back to Canada.
It wasn't even close.

He's the only french person that I like.

I admire him so much that I named my cat Georges St. Pierre.

It suits him. (The cat)

We all shine on

2006-11-09T17:00:18Z

Sometimes you don't have to wait very long for the things you wish for ;)

the phoenix

2006-11-03T21:03:12Z

all is said and done
this is this and that is that
now I move forward

that beige feeling

2006-10-29T01:38:22Z

Dustin just left, which makes final the fact that my 3 closest friends have all moved to BC.
His room's empty and that's how I feel.
I just hugged my son really tight and fought back the tears.
Thank goodness for net girl. Without her, I'd be too depressed to get out of bed. She's such a hot girl...

moving pictures

2006-10-27T08:58:21Z

Fate is a strange mistress. She finds you when you're not looking to be found. But powerful she is, this fate. Unable to resist her I am.

Haymaker Headbutt

2006-10-24T17:55:22Z

At some point I'm going to have to pick sides again because this wishy-washy being nice about it bullshit is making me want to slit my fucking throat. Reason and bullshit cannot peacefully coexist no matter how good one's intentions are. This is not a battle I have chosen. This is a battle that has chosen me. It has already cost me so much that I have less to lose than ever. I cannot bite my tongue any longer.

I am the black cloud.

booooooooo

2006-10-20T20:04:30Z

laid off again.
will perform heterosexual acts for $$$$.
discretion assured.

The dental hygenist

2006-10-16T22:29:22Z

She smelled like summer camp love as she pressed her gunt against the top of my head.
In my mouth, the tastes of blood and stainless steel danced like white men.

You've got to be kidding me

2006-10-16T06:51:07Z

I think I'm gonna be sick...

tie a knot and hold on.

2006-10-13T04:34:54Z

I have never been
so depressed in my entire life
with no end in sight

an old tar-paper shack

2006-09-29T17:51:40Z

Last night Dustin told me that he's moving to BC in a month.
That will mean that my three most trusted, closest friends will be on the other side of the country.
Just like Dallas and Jeff before him, I'm really happy for him and he's toatally excited to go, but deep down, I just know that once he leaves I'm going to be really, really alone.
You can't just choose new really good friends, and carry on.

Do not ask for whom the bell tolls...

2006-09-28T05:20:13Z

Tonite it tolled for Steve.

I was working away at my machine like a good little soldier tonite when I heard Steve call out for George.
There was something very serious and immediate about the tone of his calls.
Something I'd never heard before. (and I've worked with Steve for 5 years)
My stomach went weird and I knew what was happening.
I ran to his machine.
Steve's right hand was pinned beneath a tool that weighed in excess of 600 pounds.
The tool was still hanging from the crane, but the control pendant was out of Steve's reach.
He looked scared as hell.
I grabbed the pendant and fumbled to get it powered up.
As I raised the tool it kicked Steve's hand back at him, saving his forearm from being broken as the tool swung free.
He cradled his hand and knelt to the floor.
George tended to Steve as I ran across the shop looking for the shift supervisor.

All in all, Steve is lucky to have a hand, and I'm pleasantly surprised that I reacted the way I did, as opposed to freezing up or freaking out.
Maybe I have some redeeming qualities after all...

I'm Stupid!

2006-09-19T18:07:44Z

In other hurting myself news, I fell onto a carbide tipped drill at work last night and almost impaled myself. I bruised a rib or two and left 3 long gouges on my back. It hurts to breathe...